Listening: Better The Devil by Skold.
Honestly, the last week has been awful for me. I’ve just barely got out of my depressive episode where I was so apathetic yet somehow still anxious (I didn’t even have the energy to contemplate suicide). It was awful. I had no interest in anything; I was hungry but had no appetite; I had constant headaches; and I kept crying.
I feel a little better now, but it’s a tentative and cautious feeling. I know how easy it is to slip back into depression. Hopefully it’ll be fine, especially now that school is starting back soon. I’ll be socializing again and working on school and training. I won’t have as much free time to read and do math, but I’m sure I’ll still be able to fit it in. Maybe I’ll even make some friends — or better yet, some money.